Saturday, April 18, 2009

18/4/2009

i'm depressed,
Mum's there nagging last night...
Keep asking the same questions,

Why can't you study well?
Come on, study...
Why you do not want to study?
Next time you want to stand on the supermarket with salary of rm750??!!

I'm thining everything to myself.
Everything i've got, 
will be ruined by myself.

Best friends,
love,
sports,

all of them,
i don't have anything good at it.

Why is things so hard settle?
Why can't hings be simple and easy?
Why things is such complicated and confusing?
Why can't i do things to be simple and easy?
Why can't i make things good and maybe the best of one of them.

In love, 
Why can't i've a long and steady relationship
Why can't i find a person to love for a long long time?

In sports,
Why i trained for so long, can't be better then anyone,
is like stuck at that level, will never improve or anything,

In studies,
Why i can worry about that i would fail but why can't go and improve it or make my result become better?

I don't have anything special.
I don't have anything extraordinary.
Not like another people,
got something special on them,
I can't help anything, anyone.

Is that i'm always such a failure in everything?
WHO WILL BE THERE FOR ME?
WHEN I NEED SOMEONE? O.o







Words are written down at
11:24am

2 comments:

Sebastian said...
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Sebastian said...

passer by but,

yeah i have the same problems like you.
feeling down on every aspect of life BUT!

This is what i believe and helped me get on with life.
"God made everything happen for a reason"
It does, for good or bad.

So for now, cherish everything and everyone that passed by you. Try to do a better thing everyday.


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