is this a happy thing?
for me..
i did suffered
i did happy with her.
i did sad because of her.
i did moody because of her.
Things to me now are numb...
Problems to me now are numb...
Who will be the one for me when i'm moody?
Who will think of me when they have a problem?
I did so many things just want people to know that i care for them?
if that is so hard?
what for i want to be so suffering?!!
Who will need me when they have a problem?
Who will want me to stay with them when they have a problem?
Who will call me and tell me that things happening on them?
Who will wants me to console or comfort them when things happened?
Who will ???
?.? All these questions keep going round and round..
A friend
almost perfect..
good in study,
good looking,
got faith in everything,
a good and warm person to stay with,
a good boyfriend.
What am i?
NOTHING~
I'm just good in giving people fake promises and sweet words....
I'm just good in giving good excuses to myself...
LOL...
Love a person in the wrong time,
Thinking of getting return...
LOL....
Many things said to her...
she become numb...
nothing i say to her will effect her...
i feel very very depressed...
haiz
even my friend tell her...
still can console her...
when she has a problem
i cant tell or help anything,
even console i also not good in it...
she won't think of me when she has a problem
even how hard i console her...
she's just take that i'm not there also...
Even through she expressed to me
i found myself like forcing her too much..
i scared i msg her again will make she moody...
will i effect her mood? ? ?
i guess no ...
Nobody needs me anyway...
=D Anything relate to love promises and sweet words wont be true or real,
=D Dont ever believe or trust fake promises....
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