Love ?

today very tension
she cried in front of me .
i did scared .
dont know why .
haiz .
then saw her fs .
kinda hurt .
but i cant have any feeling anymore .
i did regret i scolded her in the phone !
regret also no use
just can hope her to be happy .
ya . i guess this is a great way for both of us .
hmmm . pmr just 2 days ahead .
cant think too much anymore .
study come first .
saw her fs
i become speechless .
she found her true love .
i already found my ?
did i ?
i still in a blur situation .
so blur .
love ?
i still dont know yet . what's love ?
i did love before twice .
but no one willing to appreciate me .
sometime i guess single is better for me .
but i think about her .
i must be good to her .
she loves me . she said .
today really many things happened .
i really dont know what to do that time .
i scared till became very blur and stupid .
haiz .
almost cried just now.
now only i know she is also important in my life
i guess ?
i guess i will be better in time .
i will be learning to love again .
love again ?
i don't know what to do .
i guess time will decide for me .
i regret many things .
but i don't wish another ppl to know .
i can live in my own world. sweats !
but qian i must care her feelings .
i guess i will love her .