What a day !

Broke up with her at the first days, it's so hard to accept it that she is not in my life anymore .

really a failure in love, i did promise before i had to control myself that must give her freedom and

spaces but i just cant, those time i really wanted her to accompany me more . But end up she say

i'm annoying , that was hurt enough ! if she didn't do the things i don't like, i also don't need to be

that always moody ! always scared ! always want to say things to comfort me ! These is all just she

expect me to believe . But after she mix with another boy, she just said is BROTHER BROTHER !

after i know she mix with him , she changed , totally changed ! 3 times she said want to break with me ! haiz !

but gave me very unsafe, many time like that already but she just didn't take it seriously !

SWEATS !

I also don't want these to happen to us ! I thought that this girlfriend will pass 3 months, but no

she said i'm not her type, not the good looking boyfriend she wanted, but everytime i did it to

to improve myself, try and try an try to be the type she wanted, but i just don't have time !

Just because PMR made me no time to do all this things, haiz ~~~

IMPOSSIBLE ? just now saw she wrote, wow, almost cried !

first time so love a girl ,

first time so let a girl hurt ,

first time so let a girl so love her ,

first time fall in love ,

i just i don't have the LUCK to be with her , although i love her so much !

she won't think back for me or wanted this love anymore ,

only reason , i'm not her type !

haiz ~

i love her so much !

people say is not good i like that ,

i put a lot of effort on my exam .

but i just can't concentrate without her beside me supporting me by love !

i just love her !

love her with my whole heart .

the last time she told me she love me is at 20/9/08 5:45 !

hurt badly .

when i need her .

she totally not around !

haiz ~

this is all i deserve it .

totally ! but i cant accept it anymore . cause my heart cant take it anymore ! everything she does to me very hurt

but i can stand it when she's around ! but now . no more !

it's over ! everything ! i'm exhausted ! IMPOSSIBLE ! yeah , i think this is good for both of us !

love you so much !

you broke my heart !

you let go my love !

put away my care !

5/7/08 - ended 20/9/08

74days .

i really a failure boyfriend !