It is so complicated.
i turn my back, and saw the things that will slash my heart deeply, it is so painful and hardly to describe how pain is it.
i turn my back, know that i had no more chance. no more confidence.
i turn my back, saw everything, it made me feel that, he is more safe to be with.
everytime i turn my back, i saw it, it made me turn moody, i very hate to be like that, is like i'm having something bad but no one knows.
Then my friends cheer me up in a Nasi Kandar shop, i only know that they both are very good friends.
Thanks to Pauline and Evon. After that i felt much better, even i saw it again, i still smile with it.
There is something bothering me, everytime you told me that you had nothing with him, i dont want to know anything, it is very hurting, everything because of your things, i turn blur in my world, i hate to have these kind of feeling, i love you, but nobody bothers.
It made me missed a lot of things, but why my mind keep repeating the same image during when i turn back.
Someone can tell me why are you so hard to forget?
Can i forget? So so so so long, how can i immediately forget everything, why i dont derserve to be have a long relationship? Or even one?
Can someone tell me? They told me i am quite good looking and said a lot of girls like me, i dont believe either of that is true, cause it doesn't have also. Neither evidence nor prove!
Word are down at 10:31
11 July 2009
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