i guess this song suits us better ~

Jesse Mccartney - It's Over


We’ve run out of words we’ve run out of time
We’ve run out of reasons, really why we together?
We both know it’s over baby bottom line,
It’s best we don’t even talk at all.
Don’t call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough, I don’t need to hear your voice on my messages
Let’s just call it quits it’s probably better so if
I’m not returning your calls its cause

Cause I’m not coming back, I’m closing the door
I used to be trippin’ over missin’ you but I’m not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby, your picture’s gone
Couldn’t stand to see your smile, every time you dialed
Cause it’s over,
Girl you know it’s over this time
So when you call I’m pressin’ 7 don’t wanna hear your messages, messages
I’m tryna erase you from my mind
Cause it’s over,
I swear girl it’s over this time
So don’t keep callin’ leavin’ messages don’t wanna know where you been
Baby, cause it’s over
I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
Still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can’t even remember how long it’s been
When your troubles stayed & occupied
Oh, ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need is another episode keep conversations short and sweet because
Cause I’m not coming back, I’m closing the door
I used to be trippin’ over missin’ you but I’m not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby, your picture’s gone
Couldn’t stand to see your smile, every time you dialed
Cause it’s over
Girl you know it’s over this time
So when you call I’m pressin’ 7 don’t wanna hear your messages, messages
I’m tryna erase you from my mind
Cause baby, it’s over
I swear girl it’s over this time
So don’t keep callin’ leavin’ messages don’t wanna know where you been
Baby cause it’s over
You know that it’s over when the burnin’ & the yearnin’
inside your heart, ain’t there anymore
And you know that you’re through,
When she don’t do to you & move you like the way she moved you before
And you wanna pull her close,
But your heart has froze,
You kiss her but her eyes don’t close
Then she goes,
I love your heart forever and it hurts you but you know that it’s better
Girl you know it’s over
Girl you know it’s over this time
So when you call I’m pressin’ 7 don’t wanna hear your messages, messages
I’m tryna erase you from my mind
Cause it’s over
I swear girl it’s over this time
So don’t keep callin’ leavin messages don’t wanna know where you been
Baby, cause it’s over

Cause it’s over
Girl you know it’s over this time
So when you call I’m pressin’ 7 don’t wanna hear your messages, messages
I’m tryna erase you from my mind
Cause it’s over
I swear girl it’s over this time
So don’t be callin’ leavin’ messages don’t wanna know where you been
Baby cause it’s over

Love ?

today very tension
she cried in front of me .
i did scared .
dont know why .
haiz .
then saw her fs .
kinda hurt .
but i cant have any feeling anymore .
i did regret i scolded her in the phone !
regret also no use
just can hope her to be happy .
ya . i guess this is a great way for both of us .
hmmm . pmr just 2 days ahead .
cant think too much anymore .
study come first .
saw her fs
i become speechless .
she found her true love .
i already found my ?
did i ?
i still in a blur situation .
so blur .
love ?
i still dont know yet . what's love ?
i did love before twice .
but no one willing to appreciate me .
sometime i guess single is better for me .
but i think about her .
i must be good to her .
she loves me . she said .
today really many things happened .
i really dont know what to do that time .
i scared till became very blur and stupid .
haiz .
almost cried just now.
now only i know she is also important in my life
i guess ?
i guess i will be better in time .
i will be learning to love again .
love again ?
i don't know what to do .
i guess time will decide for me .
i regret many things .
but i don't wish another ppl to know .
i can live in my own world. sweats !
but qian i must care her feelings .
i guess i will love her .